Ok that'd be gross. :P
But Braeden is almost a year old. I've always said I'd nurse "at least a year" and now I just can't imagine not having that time with him, and giving him that special nourishment that I make just for him. Man this would sound creepy to anyone but another breastfeeding mother. Everytime I read the word wean, I want to cry. Maybe it's just the knowledge that's he's growing older, a sign of time passing... but I get so excited about his milestones! I guess those are beginnings and this would be an end.
Well either way I'm definitely not ready to stop at one year.
Maybe in a couple months, my mindset will change; I'll start seeing him as a kid instead of a baby and I'll be ready. Or maybe he'll lose interest before me. For now, I shall continue!
You know, I can't figure out why I feel like society wants me to stop at 1 year... I seriously am dreading comments from opinionated people who realize I'm still nursing him. But WHY do I think that it's got such a negative connotation?! The more I think about it... I think it's cause that's what I believed before I got preggoes, had a baby, researched breastfeeding, etc etc... My own stupid prejudices. Ha, maybe this current anxiety is a form of karma.
